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Monday, December 3, 2012

Smoke Filled Rooms (part 1)

By ACI for Borderland Beat

It’s no secret that the drug war is a dirty war.  A war fought with deception, betrayal and lies.  As in any war information is often the single most prized possession.   This war is no different.  Informants may be the single most important asset the government possesses.  These people are not angles; they are often narcos, killers or any range of unsavory and unpleasant characters.  They provide information for gain not for justice.   
Informants by their very nature are part of the mechanism the government is trying to defeat.   This is the beginning of a series that illustrates the role one informant played in this ever evolving and ever changing war.  The following story is based on truth and it all started with an email.
Somewhere in Mexico
He stared at his computer screen; watching the curser blink.  In all of his years doing this kind of work he never thought he would do this.  An unsettling feeling set in; a combination of fear, excitement and betrayal.   The room was dark, the only light coming from the screen on the computer.  It was set up in a corner of the room and it was ancient.  The fan inside made an awful humming sound, a small radio played music in the background. 
The room itself wasn’t big; maybe 10 by 12 feet, the walls were bare except for a picture of the Virgin Mary in the center of a wall.  The room had tiles floors, not much in the way of furniture.  A mattress on the floor was covered by mound of sheets and cloths.  A few religious candles lay on the floor.  In the corner of the room was a small alter.  A statue of Santa Muerte was at the center.  It was surrounded with little offerings, several candles, some pesos, and a few pictures of Jesus Malverde.  There was no need to guess his occupation.    
Papers littered the floors; boxes filled with files were everywhere.  Many would kill for these files.  Old beer cans overflowing with cigarettes butts covered the desk.  There he sat, staring through the smoke at the screen.  The cursor continued to blink off and on the send button.  He knew once he sent this it would be final, it could not be undone.  But this information was worth money; a lot of money.  He sat in his chair; smoke rose in front of his face, his wire rimmed glasses reflected what was on the screen.  The ash on the end of his cigarette fell on to his lap, he wiped it away, and pondered what his next move was.
There was someone who could help, someone who knew what to do with information.  It was through his sister that he learned of a man, someone with the knowhow to take his information and convert it into money.  He was hesitant and scared.  This wasn’t about doing the right thing; this was about money, pure and simple.  He would try to tell himself he was righting his wrongs but he knew that was a lie.  He knew the risk he was about to take, he knew that he was putting those around him in danger.  After that thought the pit in his stomach grew and a bead of sweet ran down his brow, he wiped it away with his arm.  Was this worth it?  Could this man be trusted?   
Trust means something else when your life is on the line.  He thought how most people take this granted.  He sure did, he thought of the time when his girlfriend cheated on him.  A smirk came across his face.  Those were the simpler times when misplaced trust ended in a broken heart not a death sentence.  But this was an entirely different game, one which his life hung in the balance.  If this man wasn’t who he said he was he knew he was a dead man.    
He pressed the send button; there was no turning back now.

Somewhere in the US

Jack had lived quite the life.  If he told his life story no one would believe him, I didn’t at first.  Most would assume that he is some made up character in some crime novel.  It was the stuff movies are made of.  His life has been a tangled web of coincidence and luck.  Through a series of events he ended up being a CI or confidential informant for the FBI.  The case would end up shaping Jack’s life and world. 

Jack was picked purely because he knew the people that surrounding the government’s target.  The government thought Jack could get them access to a dangerous man on the run.  And they were right; with Jacks assistance the government finally arrested a man they have been hunting for years.  There was a substantial reward being offered and Jack wanted his piece.  Jack assumed as most would that upon capture he would receive his reward.  One might assume that a check would be sent out upon request, this however did not happen.  It took years for the reward to pay out and it was though this experience that Jack learned how the system worked.

Jack had several articles written about his struggle to obtain the reward, he exposed a system few talk about.  He gained recognition for his struggle.  Then one day he received an email.  It was from a man in Mexico.  The email simply stated; I know a man from Colombia who smuggles fifty tons of coke into the US regularly and I know where he is, regards Ivan.
To be continued....     


  1. I'm siiting on pins and needles! Something new, love it. Keep it coming. Thanks BB. Texas.

  2. I like the writing. If the dude in the little room isn't you then its told by an unreliable narrator witch is a strange contradiction. Thanks.

    My favorite drug war lie is that the war is to stop drugs.

  3. come on thats BS, ArmChair!! you cant lead in like that ,then, "to be continued"...? cant wait for the rest

  4. no manches wey!!!!!nos dejaste en ascuas...

  5. When are you continuing the story?

  6. Once upon a time in a long forgotten place where nothing ever grew and light was only half seen,where in the constant blurred twilight of this strange surreal place,,,,,

  7. Guys, how'bout reading a Bible instead of this repeat filth that only pollutes our minds and subsequently our actions!?

  8. @ 2:39
    Your right.. but this is the world we live in, and we also have to learn about actual events happening around us..

  9. @ 2:39pm Oh please with the bible thumping, why are you reading here? This is a education you obviously need to be informed of. BorderlandBeat provides a education for us folks that otherwise we would not have access too. Not sure what "filth" you mean, maybe if you are such a "Christian" you could take time out of your stellar fulfilling happy life and read about what is really happening in Mexico and how millions are affected daily by the violence. Hate when people bring the bible into a conversation that spews negativity. Why don't you start praying for Mexico instead of knocking the "filth"? Don't use the bible to co-sign your ignorance. It is pretty insulting to bash this website because of your uneducated hateful view on the current state of affairs in Mexico. The owner of this site and his reporters are doing a great public service by reporting the truth as it happens. What have you contributed to the world today? Check yourself

  10. dec 4 2 34 pm stories articles news is boring thats why

  11. Drizzle Drazzle Druzzle Drone Time for this one to come Home

    Tudor the Turtle Circa 1955

    Go Figure

  12. if he was smokin a reefer he wouldnt of snitched.

  13. That's it?? That's "part 1"? There is nothing here! Just a bunch of random details trying to put together a story.

  14. Good job be continued.


  15. i dont see where there is any filth or smut in this piece, maybe if he was writing about how sensual and sweaty some prositutes thighs were, but, it wasn't and there is nothing racy about it

  16. aci love your style of writing reminds me of mickey spillane cannot wait for next piece hey how bout writing the whole article in 1 time instead leaving me in suspense sounds like mexican drug related story


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